yea it's big cause it's me !

off going to school soon.

i don't understand why, i did something small and people just hate me so much
and those who really did something very bastard get forgiveness.
too quiet ? being said of attract attention. too noisy ? people don't like
what am i suppose to do ? kill myself better.
relationship with my classmates is just like asking a human being talking with a mute
they just ignore me ! i don't know what the fuck it's for. i did nothing to them ? maybe some backstabbers are saying something real bad.
hmmm, some people just can't take be friends back with their ex- lovers or being loved people
i don't know why. same thing, talk to them i rather talk to the mountain at least can reply me.

maybe, i'm just a boring person. people can talk to me happily for a month or weeks then start to like hack care me or giving me the ' you're boring' face.
viewers, not to act clever but. i know you all will ask me to don't anyhow think right ? but to what i know. it's 80% true. i don't know seriously.
i think it's time for me to go bath and off to school.
bye peoples ~